I like travel and seeing new places. That’s one reason why I want to move to a place I have never been.

Flying is my least favourite I don’t like going up and I don’t like the turbulence. Once I am up thought I get brave enough to look around.

But you bet your sweet butt I am not taking off my seat belt. If I have to use the bathroom it will be in solid ground.

Once to the destination I love traveling by vehicular and my new favourite is the ferry.

I loved the ferry!

I love new sights and sounds and learning the places that everyone loves to go.

It’s nice to not be recognized like you do in a small town.

The new ness of travel is just everything and I enjoy that very much.


Everyone has goals and wishes. Things they want to accomplish but lack the knowledge on how to achieve it.

Don’t worry I am also one of those people.

They say things like right it down and it will come true. Well let’s face it this is no fairytale.

Saving money is hard when bills need to be payed. It coming up with something that you can do on the side to help put it away.

One thing to help put money away is de-cluttering things from you house that you don’t use.

I am in the process of this right now. Patients on things selling is key.

A new job does not fall from the sky. Resumes need to be put in and rejection happens a lot. I don’t know how many I have put in just to have second job for this to tuck money away to move.

So writing it down helps some going out and doing it is another.

But right now I am struggling on the other.

What about you?

I hate my job!

One thing that runs through my mind on a day to day basis is how to work from home. Because let’s face it I have come to hate my current job.

I have a healthcare job and honestly it sucks!

One thing about health care is people find excuses to write you up for no reason. Prim example- the pen was to far to the right.

Nurses have more back up then any other person and half the time RN’s are sitting at the desk doing nothing.

No lies! The RN’s in the ER where I work sleep all night behind the admitting desk where everyone that comes in and sees them.

To top it off the managers you get have never done the job and wish to change it. Because they know all, but don’t want to hear what you have to say.

Heaven forbid my idea would be worth anything when I actually know what I am doing.

I know people out there have the same problems as I. Just the lucky ones get the good jobs. Maybe I’ll take a bath with a horse shoe and hope the luck sticks on me.

My manager hates me and three other workers so we get dragged into lots of meetings.

For stupid things like why did you not help this person. Hey not my circus not my monkey. They got the training and if I would have helped them then if something went wrong it’s my fault.

So nope, no thanks. Not walking that non yellow brick road! It’s more like a crappy cattle trail.

Like everyone it’s a matter of what sells. I could do photography but everyone including their brothers cousin is doing. Making home decor signs agian who isn’t.

People say it needs to be unique and different but heck I am plain and mediocre.

So what can I really do at home that makes money.

Cause for some reason this world has to run on money. Not unicorn farts and fairy dust.

I fall into where lots of people are. Living pay check to pay check hoping to make ends meet.

Going through a job you hate till that right one comes along.

I hope it comes soon, don’t you?

Should I write a book

Writing a book is fun for the fact that you can be elsewhere then real life. You literally are not even there as you escape to a world better then what you are in.

Writing is like reading in that way. In the way of escape.

I have come to hate the current job I have and writing helps with that.

Will I ever make a living, for that I am not sure. But i enjoy it just the same.

I am hesitant to self publish for fear the no one will enjoy what I have written.

Or for the fact that it really is bad and I cannot realize that.

I would love to have a book published, but I am also afraid of rejection just like a lot of people.

I am the type of person that gives up because I lose steam when things just aren’t working. Or that no one even likes what I have produced.

It’s when you put your heart and soul into a project and it’s declined. That right there hurts more then anything.

Because you loved it with all you heart and no one else did.

But at last you have to try either way.

What to do in life

To decide what to do in life has to be one of the hardest things you will ever do.

Like what is it really that I want out of life. Some people have it all set out and just know. Others like I have no idea what it is.

At first I wanted to be a vet I love animals. Helping them would be a joy, but then I love reading and my new found passion for writing.

I found something in writing, but it’s the worry that no one would like it. Would it even be good enough?

It’s hard to sit and wonder and want. If you are in that space I totally understand.

But the question really is….

So what is it I want to do?

Honestly I have no idea. I have written something, I also have shared in animals. But not for the vet type. Then I read like there is no tomorrow.

But they won’t pay bills just from joy. At least not yet.

I just don’t know, am I even accomplishing what I am supposed to in life?

One may never know.

my favorite authors

i have to say when reading books and many of them you become very focused on certain series and authors. You want the author to draw you and and hold you to the suspence, through the novel. wether it be romance, which i preffer, young adult fiction, which i also prefer or just the good old non fiction, you want the novel to have depth and suspence.

when i put all this togther i think of many authors that i have read over the year and i can think of a few:
1) Lynsay sands – she has to be one of my favorite romance novels. Her storys are captivating and leaves you laughing through out the novel. she has a writing style that is great and very refreshing. her novels include Argeneau/Rogue Hunter vampire series and her companion novels. her novels are a quick read because they are so great they are hard to put down.

2) gena showalter – is no means second she is right up there with Lynsay in first she story are amazing and well written. she leaves your emotions in turmoil as she hold the suspence till the end. she is a very sensual and delighful writer, her books are a never miss on the shelf. i can never wait for the next one to come out. her novels inculde the lords of the underworld, the alienhuntress, otherworld assasians, angles of the dark and intertwined, she has also come out with the white rabbit chronicles which is a twist of the alice in wonderland, which i simply adored the first book and cant wait for the second to come out.

3) Sherrilyn Kenyon- with the chronicles of nick, the dream warriors, dark hunters, and the league and her best selling novels and i completly understand why. the chronicles on nick for the young adult was riverting and had me sitting on the end on my seat as the story progressed. my absolute favorite series for the romance side would have to be the league searies, where there is a group of warriors called the sentilla try to right the wrong doings to the leagues. these books leave you hooked from the start. she is also one of my first next to lynsay and gena. she captivates, shes funny and charming, then leaves you crying at the end with such beautiful writing.

4) laorissa ione – with the denomica series and the four riders of the apocolpsy. her whole twist on the world ending by four riders trying to saved the world should be a fanomion, it is beautifuly written and very heart wrenching. her book are made to bring you in and to very put it down, but when you finnish it makes you demand more.

5) Kresley Cole – Immortals after dark is a heartwrenching series about the valkerie, and lycan looking for there sole mates, as well as vampires and many other mythological creatures. she writes as if they were here in real live playing about. her riting is sensual and dark in places and cheerfuly hularious and very injoyable. her raomnces are heartwrenching and captivating and another other that is hard to put down once you have started.

6) Jaci Burton – the play by play series is funny, heartwrenching, enjoyable and a very great read. this series is about the riley family and how they go about getting their love lives fixed to find that perfect someone thats out there somewhere. her would have to be another top choose as i can never put them down when i start. her writing hits close to home for many and thats why she is such a great writter.

these are only a few of my top romance authors. i hope to post soon a review of the books that i have read from each authos as well as my favorite young adult authors and their creation with their own reviews.